loving him / ko se ljubim z njim

loving him

i am dying
just watching you
coming out of the mist
thick and white
(reminding of a seduction)
slowly
sleazily
lasciviously
(the stirrups are broken)
you stop for a moment
on your journey
from one hell
to another
(or so they say)

you are staggering
you are drunk
(but just with a tip of your tongue)
of your lust
of your need
of your wish
of me
they say
you are a hunter
looking for a prey
but your soft gaze
is talking to mine
kindly
tenderly
full of hunger
full of thirst
full of love

i am admiring your torso
hot
virile
self-confident
you look straight
oh so straight
but you are weak
oh so weak
when i sob
at your feet
but your tears
are as pure
as my fire
(i am a dragon)
i want you so
that i am shaking
within myself
under the smiling
moon

i want to be sacrificed
this very night
flirting sensualy
with your sharp blade
stab me
on the altar
of your passions
mean (so they are called)
but I want them so
wild
eager
dirty
endless
dim
i want your body
next to mine
to give
to fulfil
desires
i want to cease
to exist
in your moans

i am feeling
as you have got
one million arms
one million lips
one million eyes
one million thighs
one million gestures
inviting
caressing
challenging
having
my body
tender as a willow
strong as a wind
hard as a friendship
mad as life
on a treshold
of death

don't be gentle
spur me
(you are my knight)
kiss me tough
be rough
be rude
bite me
burn me
destroy me
conquer me
enjoy me
imprison me
into the darkness
of oblivion
i'm not scared
i'm just trembling
because of my
deepest demands
because of my most basic
instincts

i don't give a damn
if i never
find peace
on this world
again
(they say i am an outcast)
i don't care
if they condemn me
to wander
through all circles of the damned
from this moment on
(they say that i sin)

just take me
quickly

now
right now

please

come

my love

ko se ljubim z njim

umiram
ko te opazujem
izvijaš se iz megle
goste in bele
(kot zapeljevanje)
počasi
spolzko
pohotno
polomljenih stremen
za trenutek se ustaviš
na svoji poti
iz enega pekla
v drugega
(tako pravijo)

opotekaš se
pijan si
(a le s konico jezika)
svojega poželenja
svoje potrebe
svoje želje
mene
govorijo
da si lovec
prežeč na plen
ampak tvoj mehki pogled
se pogovarja z mojim
prijazno
nežno
lačno
žejno
in z veliko ljubezni

občudujem tvoj torzo
vroč
možat
samozavesten
izgledaš strejt
oh tako strejt
a si šibek
tako šibek
ko hlipam
pred teboj na kolenih
a tvoje solze
so čiste
kot moj ogenj
(zmaj sem)
tako silno te želim
da trepetam
sam v sebi
pod luno
ki se smehlja

žrtvuj me
prav to noč
ko z naslado ljubimkam
s tvojim ostrim nožem
da bi me zabodel
na oltarju
svojih strasti
podlih (jih imenujejo)
a hočem jih take
divje
pohlepne
umazane
neskončne
mračne
hočem tvoje telo
ob svojem
da bi dal
in izpolnil
želje
hočem prenehati biti
v tvojem ječanju

zdi se mi
kot bi imel
milijon naročij
milijon ustnic
milijon oči
milijon stegen
milijon kretenj
vabečih
ljubkujočih
izzivalnih
ki imajo
moje telo
nežno kot vrba
močno kot veter
trdno kot prijateljstvo
noro kot življenje
na pragu
smrti

ne bodi nežen
spodbodi me
(moj vitez si)
poljubljaj me divje
bodi grob
bodi robat
grizi
zažgi me
uniči me
osvoji me
uživaj me
zakleni me
v temo
pozabe
ne bojim se
drgetam le
zaradi svojih najglobljih
potreb
zaradi svojih najbolj prvinskih
nagonov

ni mi mar
če ne bom
nikdar več
našel miru
na tem svetu
(kličejo me izobčenec)
ne briga me
če bom obsojen
na blodnje
po vseh krogih prekletih
od zdaj naprej
(ker menda grešim)

samo vzemi me
urno

zdaj
takoj zdaj

prosim

pridi

ljubezen moja

(c) Aleks 2006