mogoče bi se lahko zaljubil vate / maybe i could fall in love with you

mogoče bi se lahko zaljubil vate williamu cliffu          amour perdu prebiram tvoje besede potapljam se vate in zapiram oči v tvojih pesmih sem se zaljubil v odmev neke druge duše spominjam se njegovih iskanj njegovih objemov kadar je bil čisto malo pijan (zaradi bolečine) njegovih dolgih pogledov skozi cigaretni dim do dna vseh skrivnosti (si se tudi ti kdaj bal ljubezni?) mogoče bi se lahko zaljubil vate ko rečeš da te pisanje osrečuje in nasmeh omehča poteze na tvojem obrazu ali takrat ko iščeš ljubimca za čas ko ptice odletijo na jug mogoče bi se lahko zaljubil vate ko se hočeš izpraskati iz sveta teme ko grizeš žalost in požiraš solze za prijateljem ki je odšel od tebe v tišini v jezik bi lovil kaplje bruseljskega dežja pomešane s slino francoščine tvojih poljubov čeprav mi je šestnajst let le še takrat kadar sem noro zadet na koncu dneva se spojiva v poslednji pesmi dotaknem se tvoje samotne golote in zašepetam naj te ne bo strah ker še ni čas

maybe i could fall in love with you to william cliff amour perdu i'm perusing your words i'm diving into you and i'm closing my eyes in your poems i fell in love with the echo of another soul i remember his quests his hugs when he used to be just a little bit drunk (because of the pain) his long gazes through the smoke of a cigarette to the bottom of every secret (were you ever afraid of love too?) maybe i could fall in love with you when you say that writing is happiness and a smile softens features of your visage or when you seek for a lover when birds take wings to the south maybe i could fall in love with you when you want to scratch yourself out of the world of darkness when you are biting your sadness and swallowing tears for a friend who left you in silence i would catch drops of the brussels rain in my tongue mixed with saliva of the french of your kisses although i am sixteen years old only when i am totally stoned at the end of the day we couple in the last poem i touch your solitary nakedness and i whisper don't be afraid because the time hasn't come yet

© Aleks 2015



Datum objave: 11. 11. 2015